OH LIVEJOURNAL FRIENDS, HOW I LOVE THEE. 

I just checked my valentinr, and just aljlfsjkdfj awww. The valentines left by my lj friends were better than the ones left by my real life friends. (( except the one from the guy i totally diggg. he wins, but that may not count due to the fact that i, you know, want to be on him.)) 

But now I feel the things I said on others were so extremely lame. 

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY! Whether you're celebrating this candy company holiday or recognizing SAD (single's awareness day), I hope it's a great day. <3333333333

TWO POSTS IN ONE DAY!?! How unlike me. I used to only post once every two months. Anywayss.

INSTRUCTIONS:
01. Leave me a comment saying, "Interview me" or something of the sort.
02. I respond by asking you five questions of a very intimate and creepily personal nature. Or not so creepy/personal.
03. You WILL update your LJ with the answers to the questions.
04. You will include this explanation and an offer to interview someone else in the post.
05. When others comment asking to be interviewed, you will ask them five questions.

I was interviewed by admiremegable

1. who in the "music world" is your guiltiest guilty pleasure? 
Fucking Fergie. D:

2. what is one thing you do when no one is watching?
Besides touching myself inappropriately?

3. you're stranded on an island and you can have 5 movies to watch for the rest of your life. what are they?
Anchorman - The Legend of Ron Burgandy
Little Miss Sunshine
Cruel Intentions
The Long, Long Trailer
Finding Nemo

4. where do you stand politically?
Politics and everything that comes with it gives me a headache and bores me. I know i'm not being a good american citizen, but wtfever.

5. what movie/song/book/whatever makes you cry?
Kill the Messenger by Jack's Mannequin makes me cry, as well as Move Along by the All American Rejects, simply because of the events that occurred during a showing of the video late one night last april. The movie Big Fish also makes me cry my eyes out. Oh oh oh, and in New Moon by Stephanie Meyer, when Edward left Bella and you turn the page -  a month has gone by, turn the page again - another month, and the same thing happens for like, five pages/months, and I won't lie, I teared up big time.

( i love this )

I have stuff I wanted to post, wanted to say. But I'm too tired.

sldjfslj. that's how i feel right now.

the academy is...in 74 days. i'm so excited. i'm going to go crazy trying to buy my tickets as soon as i possibly can, and i will sit through paul wall for them. if that's not love, what is? man, I love this band so much. the new cd is going to be amazing. just...aljflsjlfasjlfsj. 

i was cutting a grape stem with a knife, when i slipped and cut my nail in half.

i had to go to the ER, and they took off my entire nail.

and gave me vicodin .

there was sooo much blood. all over the place. 

<3

rofl at all the shit I'm about to post.

Oh, and to my new friends - Hi. I really don't post that much, but I do comment alot. I'd say more, but I have to get ready to take my dad to the airport. But to get some interaction going on, If you could make any flavor bubble gum, what would it be?

<3

I love 'This ain't a scene, it's an arms race'. I have a feeling I'm going to love the new album. 

~Thanksgiving came and went, and I just feel fat. 
~We decorated for christmas yesterday, the house is gorgeous. But the amount of knick knacks my mother has is rediculous. 
~I'm alone.
~AAR concert Friday. Finally saw Gym Class and Motion City. They were both absolutely amazing. As were the rejects. But the crowd sucked. Eh. Overall, one the best shows I've been to. 
~I want (need?) to write. I just don't know what about. I have that one story, but...idk.

I'm drowning myself in the stream of similarity. Then again, multiple of something so pretty is a good thing isn't it?

I don't know everything. I don't know everything because you haven't told me everything. But I know what you asked him to do. It saddens me and makes me think less of you. Surely he couldn't have done something so bad to make you do this. Or...what? I don't know. I don't know everything. I wish I did. 

I also wish I didn't get so attached to strange souls and their art. It's absolutely insane this is bothering me so much. 

Please stop disappointing me. 

- some chick whose life you've made that much better

I wish I wasn't so goddamn shallow. 

Steegs - I doubt she'll even read this, but just in case... I'm sorry. For mentioning you during this whole Tom ordeal. No, I didn't go as far as stalking you and your friends spaces because that's uber creepy, but I still feel bad. 

In english, I'm writing a paper on that really terrible time earlier this year with the depression. I've been okay with it so far, but I just hope that a few days before it's due I don't feel like not sharing how I felt  with anyone other than myself. 

'He" keeps staring at me. Might say a total of two words to me. I don't know if he hates me or wants me, I just wish he'd tell me. Ahhh.

I want my sidekick. Jason Mraz is amazing. I used to listen to him daily, then stopped, and have recently started listening again. It's amazing. It's like I've heard him for the first time...again. Sonuvabitch better tour again soon. I feel really fat. I HATE THAT FEELING. I should be in bed too. I'm sure there's more to say, but due to my lack of sleep I am drawing a blank. I don't know what to do for my birthday either.

<3 amber

Oh, and I hope that there are really sick people out there, and that my favorite band isn't really a bunch of assholes.  History is going to kill me. But that has nothing to do with the first part of this paragraph.